Wednesday 28 May 2014

MAYA Angelou RIP

When I Think Of Death

When I Think Of Death - Maya Angelou - A Popular Funeral Reading

When I think of death, and of late the idea has come with alarming frequency, I seem at peace with the idea that a day will dawn when I will no longer be among those living in this valley of strange humors. 
I can accept the idea of my own demise, but I am unable to accept the death of anyone else. 
I find it impossible to let a friend or relative go into that country of no return. 
Disbelief becomes my close companion, and anger follows in its wake.
I answer the heroic question 'Death, where is thy sting? ' with ' it is here in my heart and mind and memories.'

Maya Angelou


“I am too much of a skeptic to deny the possibility of anything.” Thomas Henry Huxley


It is far better to grasp the universe as it really is than to persist in delusion, however satisfying and reassuring.” Carl Sagan


Monday 26 May 2014

ALL BIOLOGY ENTROPY- HEAT DTH OF UNIVERSE


TRIPLE POINT AND HOLY GRAIL OF THERMOMETER


UNCERTAIN LIKELIHOOD-ILLNESS SCRIPT

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REGISTER=RECV N UNDRSTND


DARWINIAN BUTTONS-TAMAGOTCHI LIKE


Emotional disclosure has gone public-greenfield


EGO

BD=Any undesirable thing that happens in my life is caused by ego: criticism from others, bad reputation, abuse, anything that I believe to be bad. What makes the friends I have now become my enemies is ego. Those who are harmonious with me become disharmonious because of my ego. -



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LF IS A TRMNL ILLNSS


STONEHENGE AND LONGLEAT TRVLLED


SOON 50=TIRO=ATMOST 15 PLUS 10

////////////////////////A man can no more diminish God's glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word 'darkness' on the walls of his cell.” 
― C.S. LewisThe Problem of Pain

////////////////////////////We can ignore even pleasure. But pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world.” 
― C.S. LewisThe Problem of Pain


/////////////////////////Try to exclude the possibility of suffering which the order of nature and the existence of free-wills involve, and you find that you have excluded life itself” 
― C.S. LewisThe Problem of Pain


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Saturday 24 May 2014

MT TAMBORA 1815, KRAKATOA 1883


LONELINESS, STRESS AND CORTISOL


LIAR-PUPILS DILATE=NGC

////////////////LIARS SPEAK SLOWLY, HIGH PITCH AND HAVE GLOTTAL FRY


////////////////NON-LIARS HAVE LESS HDACHES


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45% CHLDRN LIE, START BY AGE 3YRS, LEARN FRM PRNTS

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HEART BEATS 2 BN TIMES IN A HUMN LF TIME

//////////////////////////R U OK, APART FROM PAIN VOMITING DIARR CRAMPS?


///////////////////////////ONCOLOGIST WITH CA-LIKE UNIV GIVING SLF A BIG MIDDL FNGR


//////////////////////////////UNIV DOES NOT CARE



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AT- NOSE BLDS, ATXIC,SENS TO XRAY,BALNCE ISSUES,

WEGNER DDX



//////////////////CA OR B-9?


////////////////PAL TOOMIE= TUMR


///////////////////////DR HS-THE C WORD


////////////////////////IF KD BRN WTH EXPIRY DT


/////////////////////////?LUPUS



////////////////////////////////////?HEAVY METAL POISONING? RX CHELATION

///////////////////////////AT- LOTS OF LRTIs


/////////////////////////THYMOMA- BOTH RT AND CHEMO AT SAME TIME-BIG RISK



//////////////////////////////TO STUPIDITY



////////////////////////////////AGONY-REALITY-HALLUCINATE-DTH



////////////////////////////////////IS IT GOING SOUTH?



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GROOMING, LIGHT STRKNG IN HUMNS=ENDORPHIN


HOMIES, FRIENDS AND FRENEMIES


GROOMING, BONDING, MUSIC-ALL SOCIAL GLUE


Two aspects of ageing which people find distressing are the loss of sexual attractiveness and the fear of death.


ABSENCE OF DEMON OR EVIDENCE OF ABSENCE


REGULATED LF, DIET, BRN BLD DTH AT 80 -AT BEST


1 IN 200 PPL TODAY CARRY THE GENES OF GNGHS KHN


Friday 23 May 2014

TRIGGERS=BSTF=BOREDOM, STRESS, THOUGHTS, FEELINGS


LETS DRNK OVER THAT ISSUE


Right. Wrong. And revealing

Sitzkreig. Phoney wr

As dth sneaks on us one by one.

Sevell bby. Intubn on suxmorph. Uac. Uvc

First past the post first choice and simple. Prop representn messy may get 2nd choice team in

31pc mndt equals mjrty in prlmnt in first past the post. Exaggerated mndt? Fz

NOTA. NOC. Apathy. Don't care. Nothing really matters

SINKOS. Or Coffee

U can't force a flower to bloom. Just nurture the plant

Avoid jealousy. Get satsang

Futile games. Go to plan B

Success comes by competence and balance. Not just by desire

Jaggi uasudev.   Alan xattseque

Un wholesomeness desensitises to corruption. The corrupt become more corrupt

Anger. Greed. Arrogance. Conceit

Lying. Stealing. Or klling

Lying. Stealing. Or klling

Habits of goodness. Peace ,quiet and freedom frm suffering. Palliation prn

Wednesday 21 May 2014

CULT, CLASSIC AND CONTEMPORARY


EMBRACE FEELING BD/SAD


NATR-PAIN, SUFFRNG,AGNY,DTH-JUST A LOGIC


MORE THAN ONE VERSION OF RIGHT-NEGOTIATE



LITFL=//////////////////////DECONSTRUCTING NEGOTN


///////////////////////SIT DOWN WITH PT-MORE ENGAGING-MORE LIKELY TO LISTEN


/////////////////////TAKING HEAT OUT OF NEGOTIATN


////////////////////////BUILD ACROSS TRIBES


//////////////////////RESEARCH, ADVOCACY


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STUDENT OF ADVERSITY-TED

//////////////////////FINDING MEANING OR FORGING MEANING


////////////////////////SURVIVING BY AVOIDANCE AND ENDURANCE


////////////////////////NARRATIVE OF TRIUMPH


/////////////////////////STORIES IS MY IDENTITY


/////////////////////CMMNTS


///////////////////////The one thing that we have to stop thinking is that we need to go to some higher power to get rights which those same powers can then take away. In order to self empower ourselves is also to understand that we are our higher power.



/////////////////////////// With errors and bad moments, we learn, the bullied people are usually the ones with a bigger heart.


///////////////////////////Struggle creates strength,


/////////////////////////////That which does not kill us makes us stronger." - Friedrich Nietzsche

BTO-KDOSM , MAY DISABLE THOUGH


////////////////////////////////That which kills you can't make you weaker. 



///////////////////////////////////: It's not the bad experiences themselves that help us build an identity, but dealing with them. Understanding why they happened (kinda connected to forging meaning), and understanding that other things have nothing to do with it.



//////////////////////////////////that since we cannot change our past, we should make the best out of it; Not exactly being glad of it, (alternatives ARE possible, like learning) but overcoming it and extracting the best lessons out



////////////////////////////////The worst times in my life have made me positively miserable...



///////////////////////////////////MSOIA


//////////////////////////////////NIRVANA=JOY AS SIBLING OF YR SORROW


//////////////////////////////////FORGE=BUILD IDENTITY

GRF=CNT BELV NVR SEE HM/HR AGAIN


Artedic taken cptcha


EVOLVE=Veganism is not a fringe philosophy – it is a moral baseline that is consistent with beliefs that most of us already hold.


PGMNTS OF MY IMAGINATN


DR HS- EBD-EVERYBODY DTHS


Saturday 10 May 2014

MEDIUM RISK MEDIUM REWARD BEST PAYOFF

////////////////////70 PERCENT DAY TRADERS LOSE THEIR INVESTMNT


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3D BIOPRINT OF LIVER ETC


Sunday 4 May 2014

Heavy particles are v unstable. So looked for decay of v heavy Higgs boson

DETTOL ON YAKUT


Particle acquire mass when passes thro Higgs field.

Photon does not have mass


All field have to have a particle. 

Higgs field should have a Higgs boson. God particle

Higgs particle will prove standard model correct

CERN  beats fermilab

Photon will run at 11k times per sec along 27 km circuit






Particle acquire mass when passes thro Higgs field.

Photon does not have mass


All field have to have a particle. 

Higgs field should have a Higgs boson. God particle

Higgs particle will prove standard model correct

CERN  beats fermilab

Photon will run at 11k times per sec along 27 km circuit






Big Bang machine

Atom. Cannot be cut.  Now like peels of onion.  Ran doll

Std model.  

Spooky.  Action at a distance

How fundamental particles acquire mass?


Big Bang machine

Atom. Cannot be cut.  Now like peels of onion.  Ran doll

Std model.  

Spooky.  Action at a distance

How fundamental particles acquire mass?


Big Bang machine

Atom. Cannot be cut.  Now like peels of onion.  Ran doll

Std model.  

Spooky.  Action at a distance

How fundamental particles acquire mass?



MY FIRST MEMORY OF MUSIC-MNACINI BABY ELEPHANT WALK, HATARI


BTO- RESPOND NOT REACT -COCKROACH STORY


To CLING ON is to SFFR. BD

BRTH is a contract of SUFFRNG. BD

OLD HAS MEMORIES, YOUNG HAVE DREAMS, MIDS HAVE THE MINDFUL PRESENT


NEVER WITHOUT PAIN


25X25 TARGET

Background Countries have agreed to reduce premature mortality (defined as the probability of dying between the ages of 30 years and 70 years) from four main non-communicable diseases (NCDs)—cardiovascular diseases, chronic respiratory diseases, cancers, and diabetes—by 25% from 2010 levels by 2025 (referred to as 25×25 target).

PASCAL WAGER, KALAMAS BD SUTTRA

[To quote from the Buddha's wager, in that sutta the Buddha tells the Kalamas that his "noble disciples" acquire four assurances in the here and now. The first two of these assurances are:
  1. If there is a world after death, if there is the fruit of actions rightly and wrongly done, then this is the basis by which, with the break-up of the body, after death, I will reappear in a good destination, the heavenly world.
  2. But if there is no world after death, if there is no fruit of actions rightly and wrongly done, then here in the present life I look after myself with ease — free from hostility, free from ill will, free from trouble.
WBM

APATHEIA, STHITAPRAGYA, CNB STONE


SCHUBERT, SWEETNESS AND MYSTERY OF BEING ALIVE


LF IS A JOURNEY, HPPINESS IS A BYE-PRODUCT OF SELF-VALUE AND SELF-ACCEPTANCE, A PART OF UNIVERSE- D ROWE


IT MATTERS TO THIS STARFISH


MOZART/SC-ELEGANCE AND CLARITY


SOCRATES, HEMLOCK AND NMBTL 9 GM


INTROVRT- CARRY ON ALL ROUTINES


PEOPLES PERSON (EXTROVERTS) VS WHAT HV I ACHVED/ORDER TODAY(INTROVRT)


DAMAGED, SUFFERED, NOW RCIP- CLAMP


SADNESS, SELF BLAME>>>DEPRESSION