It is easy to mourn the lives we aren't living. Easy to wish we'd developed other other talents, said yes to different offers. Easy to wish we'd worked harder, loved better, handled our finances more astutely, been more popular, stayed in the band, gone to Australia, said yes to the coffee or done more bloody yoga.
It takes no effort to miss the friends we didn't make and the work we didn't do the people we didn't do and the people we didn't marry and the children we didn't have. It is not difficult to see yourself through the lens of other people, and to wish you were all the different kaleidoscopic versions of you they wanted you to be. It is easy to regret, and keep regretting, ad infinitum, until our time runs out.
But it is not lives we regret not living that are the real problem. It is the regret itself. It's the regret that makes us shrivel and wither and feel like our own and other people's worst enemy.
We can't tell if any of those other versions would of been better or worse. Those lives are happening, it is true, but you are happening as well, and that is the happening we have to focus on.
Obs of a Prnnl Lrnr Obsrvr who happens to be a dctr There is no cure for curiosity-D Parker
Friday 30 June 2023
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Recompense for double shifts
TRIGGER WITNESS GAP OUT TWGO
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RMartini
Of course, our physical bodies eventually dissolve, turn to ash. But the energy does not; as the “law of conservation of energy” argues in physics. [2] Reportedly, our energy exists here during our lifetime, like a smaller piece of a holographic image. When the plate of a hologram is broken into pieces, each part contains all of the information from that holographic image, but “in a diminished fashion.” Once we are finished here with this lifetime, our energy apparently leaves the body and “returns home” intact to reconnect with the rest of the energy left behind.
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The simplest way to prove past lives, out of body experiences, near death experiences are actual events, not imaginary, is through the evidence of “new information.” If a person sees, hears, learns something during one of these events that they couldn’t possibly have known - that there’s no “known example” anywhere in books or the internet or in “some other person’s mind that perhaps they were accessing” - then it must come from somewhere else other than the brain.
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real meaning of karma, because it has become a well-known and common expression, often used in a casual way and without a proper understanding of the philosophy and science behind the word.
No. But trees have their own process and reality.
I’ve been filming people under deep hypnosis for a decade and have been examining people’s stories from other hypnosis sessions. (The thousands from Dr. Helen Wambach and Michael Newton). No one claims to be able to reincarnate as an animal, let alone a tree. I’d report it if it was the case, but they say (consistently) that we incarnate as humans because we can. We don’t cross pollinate into other species, because then we’d be taking the lifetime of someone who has already mapped that out in their own journey - in other words, if you wanted to incarnate as a cat, you’d have to get everyone’s permission to do that - the people who were depending upon you to come back as their friend/mother/father in the next lifetime, and then all the animals that would interact with that cat would have to agree - as well as the cat who had already planned to participate in that lifetime that you’re asking them to not participate in. The point is - that it’s technically possible,but there’s a lot of reasons why it’s not a good idea.
LOROMD
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“There’s something about this room that’s making a little ball of dread form in the pit of my stomach.”
― Freida McFadden, The Housemaid
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Abbess Fushimi, “Shedding Light”
― Kate Moretti, The Blackbird Season
― Colleen Oakley, Before I Go
― Colleen Oakley, Before I Go
Thursday 29 June 2023
Wednesday 28 June 2023
B BEING WITH LOSS
SILENCE COME AND GO
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SPACIOUS SILENCE
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RM
Bananas
JACOBO GRINBERG
“The reality we perceive would be our brain's decoding of what is unmanifest infinite unity, the tip of the wave of the great ocean of consciousness, which we mistake as a "primary stimulus" when it is only like the whirlpool that is excited on the surface of the water -- and therefore we do not realize how we are part of the same creative process of reality”
Tuesday 27 June 2023
FN. Amor fati
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Bks
Grf
B Dependent arising
Bayesian brain
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Dennett. Illusionism
― Nonna Bannister, The Secret Holocaust Diaries
Osho is the ocean.
Adyashanti is Zen.
Ramana Maharishi is presence.
Preference is prison just like religion. You choose one against another, consciousness becomes mirror when it becomes choiceless. The ‘choicelessness' is the core of spirituality.
On the path to liberation, preference should be an expansion of your consciousness and nothing else not even an act of kindness.
The path to enlightenment is the most selfish pursuit all other acts are imitations or rather matter of ‘give and take'.
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Choiceless awareness.. is key to escape the circle of samsara and its sufferings
We get trapped the moment we choose ,
then even watching a sports match or a movie..
with a chosen desired outcome can become a painful experience.
Even saying someone/something is great , too good is entrapment
Om shanti
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BEYOND NAM RUP BYABOHAR
Excellent….. This is the key to liberation. Going beyond concepts, religious or spiritual beliefs, beyond thought, beyond the Master. When the teacher, the taught and the teaching become one. And none. Even beyond the seed state. Into nothingness. All experiences dissolve and that's everything that remains (the true state - the state of ultimate truth.) Even beyond any God…
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ANMLS AND PLANTS AS ETERNAL CHILDREN
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After watching Unwrapped, it struck me how similar the process was to visual processing. Original visual information gets pulverized nearly beyond recognition, then reassembled into a form your brain wants. To close out our discussion, I’d like to let’s review this process. Three steps should do it.
#1) Visual information is collected by the retina and transformed into an electrical language the brain can understand.
#2) The information is whisked away to primary visual cortex, a region near the back of the head. It’s analyzed and deconstructed, with individual parts shuttled to different regions of the brain. The fragments are eventually reassembled, edited and shaped, ready to percolate into your awareness.
#3) Only after all this preparation has occurred are you are given permission to perceive the visual information as a perceptual “whole”. Given these machinations, it is unsurprising that the information’s final form is almost never a one-to-one duplication of the original input.
See? Its just like can-based chips.
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— Grant Morrison
Monday 26 June 2023
Darshan
Serenity prayer
B Gita
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Sunday 25 June 2023
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