Gd not in hurry. Only we are

 There’s something honest in what you’ve written—but it’s worth tightening one assumption so it doesn’t quietly turn into another fixed belief.

Saying “God is not in a hurry” can be helpful.
But taken too literally, it can become another way of explaining everything after the fact.

What you’re really describing isn’t so much about God’s speed—it’s about your relationship to time, uncertainty, and control.

🧠 The real tension you’re pointing at

You’ve noticed two patterns:

• Sudden change → things shift fast, almost shockingly
• Slow change → things unfold over long, unclear stretches

And the hard part is:

you don’t get to choose which one happens

That’s the part that creates pressure—not just the waiting itself.

🧭 A grounded way to understand it

Instead of:

“God moves fast or slow”

You could frame it as:

“Reality unfolds at different tempos—and I don’t control the timing”

That keeps the insight, but removes the need to interpret intention behind it.

⚖️ Why we want things quickly

Your list is very precise:

• clarity
• healing
• relief
• answers

All of these reduce uncertainty and discomfort.

So when you say:

“I want it quickly”

What’s underneath is:

“I want the discomfort to end quickly”

That’s human—and universal.

🪶 The shift you’re moving toward

This line is the real center of your reflection:

“God is not in a hurry. Only we are.”

Psychologically, that translates to:

Life doesn’t share your urgency—and you’re learning to live anyway

That’s a big shift:

• from controlling → allowing
• from demanding timelines → tolerating open-endedness

⚠️ One subtle trap to avoid

Be careful not to turn this into passive waiting:

• “It will happen when it happens”
• “No need to act”

Because in reality:

• some things change slowly because action is needed
• others change despite action

So the more balanced version is:

“Act where I can—but don’t expect reality to obey my timeline”

🔗 Connecting to everything you’ve been exploring

• Bhagavad Gita 18.22 → don’t assume you fully understand how things work
• Evidence-based thinking → test and adapt, don’t just wait
• Your death reflection → accept what you can’t control
• Bhurishaya Bhairava → even the changing phases are within a larger whole

🧩 A cleaner, sharper version of your insight

If you wanted to compress everything you wrote:

“Change can be sudden or slow, but my suffering comes from insisting it happen on my timeline.”

🪨 And the practical question that follows

Not:

“When will things change?”

But:

“How do I live well while they haven’t changed yet?”

That’s where the real work—and freedom—usually is.

If you want, I can  help turn this into a practical way to handle waiting periods (when nothing seems to move), without slipping into frustration or passivity.