Friday, 9 October 2026

RB X The ego believes it is the author of life. Balasekar suggests it is a character within life.

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Deep Dive Point (DDP)

"Anything that happens in life, anything that happens in the functioning of manifestation, cannot possibly have anything to do with the will of a tiny part in that totality of manifestation."

"Anything that happens in life... cannot possibly have anything to do with the will of a tiny part in that totality of manifestation."


Core Teaching

Balasekar is challenging the fundamental assumption of the ego:

"I am the independent author of my actions and the controller of events."

His argument is that the individual is merely a tiny expression within an unimaginably vast cosmic process.

A wave does not control the ocean.

A leaf does not control the tree.

A cell does not control the body.

Likewise:

The individual organism cannot be the independent controller of the total functioning of life.


1. The Scale Mismatch

The ego believes:

  • My decisions create reality.
  • My will directs life.
  • I am the cause of what happens.

Balasekar asks us to consider the absurdity of this.

Every moment involves:

  • Billions of people
  • Countless organisms
  • Environmental forces
  • Genetic programs
  • Universal laws

How could one tiny body-mind govern such an interconnected system?

Reflection

A chess piece may move, but it is not controlling the entire game.


2. The Illusion of Personal Causation

The ego notices:

  1. A thought appears.
  2. An action follows.
  3. A result occurs.

It concludes:

"I caused all of this."

Balasekar questions every step.

Did you choose:

  • Your parents?
  • Your genes?
  • Your temperament?
  • Your conditioning?
  • The thought that just appeared?

If not, what exactly is the independent "I" controlling?


3. The Individual Is an Instrument

One of his central teachings:

Human beings are instruments through which life functions.

This does not mean passivity.

The instrument acts.

The instrument thinks.

The instrument decides.

But the source of those thoughts, impulses, and capacities does not originate from an isolated self.

Analogy

A flute produces music.

But the flute is not the composer.


4. The Burden of Doership

When we believe:

"Everything depends on me,"

we inherit:

  • Anxiety
  • Guilt
  • Shame
  • Pride
  • Fear of failure

The psychological burden becomes enormous.

Balasekar's teaching removes this burden.

Not by denying action.

But by questioning ownership.


5. Why Outcomes Cannot Belong to You

Even when an action appears personal:

  • Others influence it.
  • Circumstances shape it.
  • Unknown variables affect it.

No one controls:

  • Market crashes
  • Weather
  • Other people's reactions
  • Future consequences

Therefore:

If outcomes are not under your control, in what sense can you claim full authorship?


6. Freedom Through Non-Doership

For some people this teaching sounds restrictive.

Balasekar sees it as liberating.

The shift becomes:

From:

"I must make life work."

To:

"Life is unfolding through this organism."

From:

"Everything is my responsibility."

To:

"My role is to participate, not control."


7. The Practical Application

This teaching is often misunderstood.

It does not mean:

  • Stop acting.
  • Stop caring.
  • Stop making decisions.

Instead:

Act fully.

Think carefully.

Do what you believe should be done.

But understand:

The appearance of the thought, the decision, the action, and the consequence are all part of the same total functioning.


8. The End of Guilt and Pride

If no individual is the independent doer:

Success cannot produce arrogance.

Failure cannot produce crushing guilt.

Instead there is humility.

You recognise:

"This happened through me, not by me."


9. The Spiritual Implication

The ego says:

"I must control life."

Wisdom says:

"Life was never waiting for my control."

The more deeply this is seen, the more one relaxes into reality.

Not resignation.

Not helplessness.

But participation without ownership.


Powerful Reflection Questions

  • Did I choose the next thought that enters my mind?
  • What part of my life is truly under absolute control?
  • If I cannot control outcomes, why do I carry their burden?
  • What would remain of guilt if personal doership were absent?
  • What would remain of pride?
  • Can action happen without psychological ownership?

Memorable Takeaway

The ego believes it is the author of life.

Balasekar suggests it is a character within life.

The wave moves, but the ocean moves the wave.

The individual acts, but the totality functions through the individual.

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