Friday 30 June 2023

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It is easy to mourn the lives we aren't living. Easy to wish we'd developed other other talents, said yes to different offers. Easy to wish we'd worked harder, loved better, handled our finances more astutely, been more popular, stayed in the band, gone to Australia, said yes to the coffee or done more bloody yoga.
It takes no effort to miss the friends we didn't make and the work we didn't do the people we didn't do and the people we didn't marry and the children we didn't have. It is not difficult to see yourself through the lens of other people, and to wish you were all the different kaleidoscopic versions of you they wanted you to be. It is easy to regret, and keep regretting, ad infinitum, until our time runs out.
But it is not lives we regret not living that are the real problem. It is the regret itself. It's the regret that makes us shrivel and wither and feel like our own and other people's worst enemy.
We can't tell if any of those other versions would of been better or worse. Those lives are happening, it is true, but you are happening as well, and that is the happening we have to focus on.

Recompense for double shifts

Kṛṣṇa is just like the sun, and māyā is just like darkness. If the sun is present, there is no question of darkness. Similarly, if Kṛṣṇa is present in the mind, there is no possibility of the mind's being agitated by māyā's influence

(Nectar of Instruction 1, Translation and Purport)

#SrilaPrabhupada #KrishnaConsciousness #Krishna #harekrishna #iskconinc

TRIGGER WITNESS GAP OUT TWGO

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Of course, our physical bodies eventually dissolve, turn to ash. But the energy does not; as the “law of conservation of energy” argues in physics. [2] Reportedly, our energy exists here during our lifetime, like a smaller piece of a holographic image. When the plate of a hologram is broken into pieces, each part contains all of the information from that holographic image, but “in a diminished fashion.”  Once we are finished here with this lifetime, our energy apparently leaves the body and “returns home” intact to reconnect with the rest of the energy left behind.  

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RM 

The simplest way to prove past lives, out of body experiences, near death experiences are actual events, not imaginary, is through the evidence of “new information.”  If a person sees, hears, learns something during one of these events that they couldn’t possibly have known - that there’s no “known example” anywhere in books or the internet or in “some other person’s mind that perhaps they were accessing” - then it must come from somewhere else other than the brain.

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  real meaning of karma, because it has become a well-known and common expression, often used in a casual way and without a proper understanding of the philosophy and science behind the word.

Let’s start by taking a look in the mirror. Why do you look the way you do? Why do you have the facial features you have, and why do you have the kind of body you have?
That’s your karma. And of course, we all look different. You look different from your friends, and you look different from the people on the street because karma varies from person to person according to past behaviors. Actions in a past life influence our present life, and that includes how we look, what abilities we have, what opportunities we get, and what happens to us.

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Years ago I was on a plane talking to a woman from Australia who told me the story of her brother who was in a coma. His physical therapist also happened to be a psychic medium. She told the sister that her brother was asking for “yellow shades.”  The sister realized he was trying to say the sun was too bright in his room, and he needed his old sunglasses.  She put them on him. No doctor believed her brother was capable of consciousness; there was nothing that pointed to a functioning brain. Yet, apparently, he could still ask for his shades.

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No. But trees have their own process and reality.

I’ve been filming people under deep hypnosis for a decade and have been examining people’s stories from other hypnosis sessions. (The thousands from Dr. Helen Wambach and Michael Newton). No one claims to be able to reincarnate as an animal, let alone a tree. I’d report it if it was the case, but they say (consistently) that we incarnate as humans because we can. We don’t cross pollinate into other species, because then we’d be taking the lifetime of someone who has already mapped that out in their own journey - in other words, if you wanted to incarnate as a cat, you’d have to get everyone’s permission to do that - the people who were depending upon you to come back as their friend/mother/father in the next lifetime, and then all the animals that would interact with that cat would have to agree - as well as the cat who had already planned to participate in that lifetime that you’re asking them to not participate in. The point is - that it’s technically possible,but there’s a lot of reasons why it’s not a good idea.

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“There’s something about this room that’s making a little ball of dread form in the pit of my stomach.”
― Freida McFadden, The Housemaid


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pendulum metaphor 
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Our hearts and minds change from moment to moment, just as the clouds shift in the evening sky as the sun goes down. Who are we to think we have grasped the true nature of our souls? The Buddha-mind within us will not be constrained by the limits of language.

Abbess Fushimi, “Shedding Light”

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“Everything now was so different: social media, the Internet, texting. It all sharpened people’s edges, made them the opposite of social. Turned them feral.”
― Kate Moretti, The Blackbird Season

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“He tells me the AWARE technique is an acronym for Accept the anxiety, Watch the anxiety, Act normal, Repeat, and Expect the best.”
― Colleen Oakley, Before I Go

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“again—I’ve realized that’s what grieving is, a constant cycle of feeling better and feeling worse, and I’m hopeful that one day I’ll feel better more often than I feel worse—so”
― Colleen Oakley, Before I Go

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Wednesday 28 June 2023

B BEING WITH LOSS

 SILENCE COME AND GO 

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SPACIOUS SILENCE

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GRF ANGR NUMB SHAME REGRET A MIXTR OF EMOTIONS

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SEASON OF PERSONAL LOSSES

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Learn to love without attachment, because it is attachment which troubles us, not our love.
— Chariji

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PACE OF CHANGE

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DOMAIN OF LOSS

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BEING AN APPRENTICE TO SORROW

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STRUCK BY LIGHTNING OF BRVMNT/GRF

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SABDA REACTION TO GRF- IS UNDOING RESISTANCE

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PRACTICING WITH FEAR

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TO MEET MY EDGE AND SOFTEN

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LOSING THE LYF I LVED

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TO AN OCEAN OF TENDERNESS

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BRTH AND DTH AT EVERY MOMENT

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RELATING TO THE GROUNDLESSNESS

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we have to allow the unfolding of the grief

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avoiding resistance

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In the blackness of IED

Nvr let anyone shame u abt yr past. Second chances

Originality is overrated

Becker

Don’t be so self absorbed. This is abt me

Bananas

Bananas are a great source of vitamin B6. Vitamin B6 regulates the homocysteine level in the blood, improving cognitive ability

Zen

Each time it's presented, each time it's new

Woo woo. New age Mumbo jumbo

Aldous Huxley. Mind at large

EVERYTHING HAPPENS IN TIME- ONLY CONSCIOUSNESS HAPPENS IN NOW

JACOBO GRINBERG

 “The reality we perceive would be our brain's decoding of what is unmanifest infinite unity, the tip of the wave of the great ocean of consciousness, which we mistake as a "primary stimulus" when it is only like the whirlpool that is excited on the surface of the water -- and therefore we do not realize how we are part of the same creative process of reality”

william james - brain permissive or productive of Consc

William James. Brain permits Consciouness. Does not emit consciousness

Tuesday 27 June 2023

Karma by Sukshma sharir. Reflected consciousness. Not Atman. That is Pure Consciousness

GUE. Gv up ego. BTK. Back to Krsna

I am not Upadhi BMI. Body mind intellect

Ram inhale. Krsna exhale

Ultimate bliss in sleep. Yoga nidra

Kabir. No dosti. No bairi. Just Sakshi

Desperately insincere. Hypocrite. Needs robust questioning

Covid crss. Run in v consequences management

Crime. Man slaughter. Suicide. Accident

Q

Fiction is the great lie that tells thE Truth we live

Don’t expect Gd to be fair. But didn’t expect Gd to be so cruel

Comparison is the thief of joy

We are all trying to move on

Lv Long and prosper

Blissfully numb

FN. Amor fati

Friedrich Nietzsche describes it: “My formula for greatness in a human being is amor fati: that one wants nothing to be different, not forward, not backward, not in all eternity. Not merely bear what is necessary, still less conceal it… but love it.”

Suffering. Broken. Lost

Q

A birth is not really a beginning. Our lives at the start are not really our own but only the continuation of someone else's story.

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Bks

I have always been a reader; I have read at every stage of my life, and there has never been a time when reading was not my greatest joy. And yet I cannot pretend that the reading I have done in my adult years matches in its impact on my soul the reading I did as a child. I still believe in stories. I still forget myself when I am in the middle of a good book. Yet it is not the same. Books are, for me, it must be said, the most important thing; what I cannot forget is that there was a time when they were at once more banal and more essential than that. When I was a child, books were everything. And so there is in me, always, a nostalgic yearning for the lost pleasure of books. It is not a yearning that one ever expects to be fulfilled.

Grf

People disappear when they die. Their voice, their laughter, the warmth of their breath. Their flesh. Eventually their bones. All living memory of them ceases. This is both dreadful and natural. 

B Dependent arising

Ignorance. 

Seeing. Hearing. Smelling. Tasting. Touching. Minding

Wanting. Liking. Disliking. Attached.  Craving. 

Fetters to samsara

Rebirth cycle

Pain agony of prey animal

Circle of life




No mine. No me. B

Inner subjective experience of anyone with metabolism

Phenomenal consciousness. What does it feel like to be a dog or paramecium

Bayesian brain

The Bayesian brain is probability machine that updates predictions by sensory input. ► Deafferentation leads to topographically restricted uncertainty (prediction errors). ► Topographically restricted uncertainty is adaptively addressed by plastic repair mechanisms. ► The free-energy principle leads to phantom percepts, as a way to reduce uncertainty.

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 Always continue the climb. It is possible for you to do whatever you choose, if you first get to know who you are and are willing to work with a power that is greater than ourselves to do it. - Oprah Winfrey

Dennett. Illusionism

Illusionism is an active program within eliminative materialism to explain phenomenal consciousnessas an illusion. It is promoted by the philosophers Daniel DennettKeith Frankish, and Jay Garfield, and the neuroscientist Michael Graziano.[63][64]Graziano has advanced the attention schema theory of consciousness and postulates that consciousness is an illusion.[65][66] According to David Chalmers, proponents argue that once we can explain consciousness as an illusion without the need for a realist view of consciousness, we can construct a debunking argument against realist views of consciousness.[67] This line of argument draws from other debunking arguments like the evolutionary debunking argument in the field of metaethics. Such arguments note that morality is explained by evolution without positing moral realism, so there is a sufficient basis to debunk moral realism.[4

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RAATDIN SAATDIN

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I have a theory that the moment one gives close attention to anything, even a blade of grass, it becomes a mysterious, awesome, indescribably magnificent world in itself. I have tried this experiment a thousand times and I have never been disappointed. The more I look at a thing, the more I see in it, and the more I see in it, the more I want to see. It is like peeling an onion. There is always another layer, and another, and another. And each layer is more beautiful than the last.
This is the way I look at the world. I don't see it as a collection of objects, but as a vast and mysterious organism. I see the beauty in the smallest things, and I find wonder in the most ordinary events. I am always looking for the hidden meaning, the secret message. I am always trying to understand the mystery of life.
I know that I will never understand everything, but that doesn't stop me from trying.
I am content to live in the mystery, to be surrounded by the unknown. I am content to be a seeker, a pilgrim, a traveler on the road to nowhere. ~Henry Miller


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Addressing Run away Anger- IED - FCK

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“Never give up hope, and look for the rainbows and happiness!”
― Nonna Bannister, The Secret Holocaust Diaries

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SPRTLTY

Osho is the ocean.

Adyashanti is Zen.

Ramana Maharishi is presence.

Preference is prison just like religion. You choose one against another, consciousness becomes mirror when it becomes choiceless. The ‘choicelessness' is the core of spirituality.

On the path to liberation, preference should be an expansion of your consciousness and nothing else not even an act of kindness.

The path to enlightenment is the most selfish pursuit all other acts are imitations or rather matter of ‘give and take'.


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Choiceless awareness.. is key to escape the circle of samsara and its sufferings

We get trapped the moment we choose ,

then even watching a sports match or a movie..

with a chosen desired outcome can become a painful experience.

Even saying someone/something is great , too good is entrapment

Om shanti


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BEYOND NAM RUP BYABOHAR


Excellent….. This is the key to liberation. Going beyond concepts, religious or spiritual beliefs, beyond thought, beyond the Master. When the teacher, the taught and the teaching become one. And none. Even beyond the seed state. Into nothingness. All experiences dissolve and that's everything that remains (the true state - the state of ultimate truth.) Even beyond any God…


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ANMLS AND PLANTS AS ETERNAL CHILDREN 


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Blakemore. Am I conscious now. Not conscious till I ask. Metacognition. Depends on words

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After watching Unwrapped, it struck me how similar the process was to visual processing. Original visual information gets pulverized nearly beyond recognition, then reassembled into a form your brain wants. To close out our discussion, I’d like to let’s review this process. Three steps should do it.

#1) Visual information is collected by the retina and transformed into an electrical language the brain can understand.

#2) The information is whisked away to primary visual cortex, a region near the back of the head. It’s analyzed and deconstructed, with individual parts shuttled to different regions of the brain. The fragments are eventually reassembled, edited and shaped, ready to percolate into your awareness.

#3) Only after all this preparation has occurred are you are given permission to perceive the visual information as a perceptual “whole”. Given these machinations, it is unsurprising that the information’s final form is almost never a one-to-one duplication of the original input.

See? Its just like can-based chips.

Ontological agnosticism

Blakemore. Dennetian. Brain mind tangled hierarchy

Q

We love our superheroes because they refuse to give up on us. We can analyze them out of existence, kill them, ban them, mock them, and still they return, patiently reminding us of who we are and what we wish we could be.”
— Grant Morrison

Time is relative. Gax v Eax v GXEax v KGXEaxdnt

Jai Bipattarrini Ma Drga Puja today. Mthr does rigorously

ADTP. Amr dkha tmr prsd

Monday 26 June 2023

20 years later

Dukh like Gods Prasad

Cicero

Nobody can give you wiser advice than yourself.’
Marcus Tullius Cicero

Q

Form is temporary, class is permanent.’
Anon

Darshan

It is said that if you want to know what you were in the past, look at your body now; if you want to know what will happen in the future, look at what your mind is doing now.’ Adapted from ancient Indian philosophy

Serenity prayer

God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change; Courage to change the things I can; And the wisdom to know the difference.’ Reinhold Niebuhr, The Serenity Prayer

B Gita

For the uncontrolled there is no wisdom. For the uncontrolled there is no concentration, and for him without concentration, there is no peace. And for the unpeaceful how can there ever be happiness?’
The Bhagavad Gita

Q

‘The pain of discipline is nothing like the pain of disappointment.’
Anon

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‘The heights by great men reached and kept Were not attained by sudden flight,
But they, while their companions slept,
Were toiling upward in the night . . .’
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, ‘The Ladder of St Augustine’

Samurai

‘A man who has attained mastery of an art reveals it in his every action.’ Samurai maxim

Sunday 25 June 2023

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Ninety percent of our brains develop before the age of five. (Brown, Jernigan 2012)

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Kastrup proposes an idealist ontology that makes sense of reality in a more parsimonious and empirically rigorous manner than main-stream physicalism (=materialism), bottom-up panpsychism, and cosmopsychism.

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Cross-Pollination as the Key If you want to become a polymath, there are two things you need in abundance: a willingness to learn new and different things, along with the time and effort that goes into learning them. There is nothing inherently special about polymaths; they have simply taken the time to learn the things they wanted to be good at.

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 “You gained it was because of their skill, and you lose it because of the market.”

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There's a type of cancer that affects the eyes called uveal melanoma. It is more common in those who have green, blue, or gray eyes than it is in people who have brown-colored eyes

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skill of metacognition 

 Practice this skill of metacognition by asking yourself questions while studying similar to the ones listed below:

 ● Does this subject connect well to another domain of knowledge that is related or unrelated? If you’re reading about ethics, think about how that might play a role in your business

. ● Where else have I come across this idea? If you’re studying economics and see that most models assume humans to be a rational, utility-maximizing entity, you might realize that you’ve come across this notion of humans being rational entities in the history of Enlightenment. 

● How difficult was it for me to grasp this? Say you struggled to understand how voting behavior works in a democracy. If that’s the case, you’ll likely have difficulty transferring your learning here to other domains. As such, keep asking yourself this question, and if the answer is “more than normal,” spend more time studying the concept. 

● Can I break this down into smaller parts? Say a person wants to learn graphic design. Instead of trying to learn all they can about this one big topic, they can instead break it down into smaller parts and learn about them individually to better understand graphic design as a whole. 

● How would I explain this to a child? This is an excellent way to gauge how well you know something. Imagine yourself trying 

gauge how well you know something. Imagine yourself trying to explain what you’ve learned to a five-year-old and see how well you do. If you succeed, you’ve grasped your content well. 

● Why is this important to know? This question will help you connect your content with other similar topics. You might be studying law to get a better idea of the norms and rules that govern your society, or biology to know how our bodies work. Use such reasons to connect these to other disciplines.

 ● What questions does this raise for me? If you get into the habit of constantly questioning what you’re learning, it’ll help you see how your knowledge is connected to other things in the world. So after studying Freudian theory you might wonder why it doesn’t discuss women much, or what basis is there for his structural model, etc. 

● What, if anything, surprises me about this? This question is a good way to develop curiosity for the content you’re studying. For example, if you’re learning theology, you might be surprised by any number of lines in the religious texts you encounter. Dispel those doubts through additional research, and try to connect the answers you find with other, unrelated domains of knowledge.

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BK- The ontology proposed by him and some of his colleagues also offers more explanatory power than these three alternatives, in that it does not fall prey to the "hard problem of consciousness"“[1], the combination problem, or the decombination problem, respectively.
His thesis can be summarized as follows: There is only cosmic consciousness.

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We, as well as all other living organisms, are but dissociated alters of cosmic consciousness, surrounded by its thoughts. The inanimate world we see around us is the extrinsic appearance of these thoughts. The living organisms we share the world with are the extrinsic appearances of other dissociated 'alters.

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